||[Oct. 5th, 2004|07:17 pm]
|||||Tilly and the Wall||]|
i'm going to Seattle in about 3 weeks. to get residancy there, and my license. also to visit colleges. i'm really excited about it, minus the fact that i can't go see ben kweller when he comes the 29th. i'm upset about that. which is more important? a concert, or my future...
my mom and dad are making me feel guilty that i'm leaving now. i'm beginning to become really sad. i'm not here much longer. i don't really want to get close to anyone, it will hurt to leave my friends. it's funny how this all worked out. i didn't seem to have any friends my entire high school career until now. it's good, but then again depressing.
me and my sister are closer than ever. so i'll be sad to leave her. i feel really bad for her. she's not going to do so well on her own.
well, i've successfully made myself sad. time for bed. to top things off i have SAT's saturday morning. not looking forward to that at all. definitely not prepared.